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I'm a high-functioning alcoholic - I didn't fit the image of an addict
Julie McFadden, from Los Angeles, claimed, that after cutting out alcohol completely 'my life got worse' and it was then that she realised she was a …
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Hospice Nurse Julie's Honest Account: The Hidden Struggle of High-Functioning Alcoholism
New York Times bestselling author and BSN, RN, Hospice Nurse Julie, has opened up about her personal battle with alcoholism, challenging common perceptions of the disease. In a recent video, Julie described herself as a "high-functioning alcoholic," maintaining a successful career and avoiding legal issues, which initially led her and those around her to believe she was not truly addicted. "I did not drink every day. I still had a job. I had never been to jail, never had a DUI," she stated, emphasizing the widespread misunderstanding of alcoholism. Julie recounted her attempts to quit drinking through various methods, including retreats, church, and increased exercise, none of which provided lasting relief. Her true struggle began after she successfully stopped drinking and using drugs at age 33. For 11 months, her life "got worse," leading to feelings of isolation, depression, and even suicidal ideation. "I felt closest to suicide than I ever had been because I finally did the thing. Why isn't my life better?" she questioned, reflecting on the unexpected challenges of early sobriety. The turning point came when an acquaintance recognized her struggles and suggested a 12-step program. Initially hesitant, Julie decided to try it, and it was there that she found the support and understanding needed for genuine recovery. She learned that alcoholism is not merely about drinking but about a pattern of "thinking" that requires continuous management. Julie continues to attend meetings eight years later, highlighting that recovery is a lifelong commitment. Her message underscores the importance of seeking help and challenging the stigma associated with addiction, offering hope to many who may be silently struggling.
