
YouTube star Mikayla Raines, 29, dies by suicide after online bullying campaign
'She tried for years to push through the pain, but this time it was too much.'
MINNESOTA - Mikayla Raines, a prominent animal rescuer known for her work with foxes, recently opened up about her personal journey living with multiple mental health conditions, including autism, ADHD, Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), and anxiety. In a candid video, Raines detailed how these diagnoses impact her daily life and her ability to manage her demanding animal rescue operations. Raines explained that her autism often leads to sensory overload, making everyday environments challenging. "If I walk into a room and there's a fan on, I immediately have to tell that person, 'Please turn the fan off before you talk to me,'" she shared, illustrating the intensity of her sensory experiences. She also spoke about the emotional complexities of BPD, describing a phenomenon she calls "splitting," where her feelings towards individuals can abruptly shift from intense love to intense dislike, leading to internal conflict and confusion. Despite these struggles, Raines highlighted the unexpected positives of her neurodiversity. Her deep passion for animals, a common trait among autistic individuals, has allowed her to forge exceptionally strong bonds with the rescued creatures. She noted that her ability to read animal body language is often easier than interpreting human social cues. Furthermore, her obsessive nature, linked to her autism, has contributed to her success as a workaholic in the rescue field. "My obsessive part of my autism makes it very difficult for me to stop," she stated, acknowledging how this trait fuels her dedication. Raines emphasized the critical role of a strong support system, particularly her husband, Ethan, who assists her with appointments and daily life, allowing her to focus on the animals. She concluded her message with encouragement for others facing similar challenges: "If you can find something you're passionate about, you can succeed." She later introduced her service dog, showcasing how such support animals can provide invaluable assistance.
'She tried for years to push through the pain, but this time it was too much.'